Honestly we can all understand the "not totally broke" statement. There are most definitely bumps in the road either financially, time, or just patience in one form or another. They all come and go throughout the project. The goal does come at some point and hopefully when you make it you can look back and enjoy what you have accomplished and if nothing else give yourself that pat on the back. I think others on this site would offer you a pat as well for seeing it through. Keep at it, you will get there. I am sure all who have assisted you along the way get as much enjoyment in helping answer your questions as well. That is what keeps us engaged here is to hopefully help others.